September 7th, 2007 by admin

            I was continuing on the diet and my routine, but by now I could no longer see detail out of the eye. All I could see were shadows. Even though the eye got worse, I had to keep believing. The Word had to be true and I was determined to not let it go. So many reasons seemed to come to mind why I should be holding out for healing. Missy and I had talks about these reasons and some were found to be not valid. I had to really stop and think. Why am I doing this? What am I trying to prove? I had to crystallize why I was doing this. It literally came down for me and I say for me, that I had to know that I could live by the Word. I had to know that if I needed something in life, that I could obtain it through the Word. Now let me qualify this statement. You can only obtain through faith what was given in grace. I will say it this way. You can only obtain through faith what Jesus provided through grace. We know that he provided salvation to us through His grace; so therefore, we can obtain it through faith. I had to know that the Word was true and that I could count on it for life. Ephesians 1:3 says, �Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ.� I was going to put my life in the hands of the Word and I was going to do my part in the natural even if it wore me slap out.